Energy and mass... which came first, and in what form?
Let's think about... what does energy do to mass... well, it DISPERSES MATTER... whether you're heating a liquid to turn it into a gas... the application of ENERGY causes DISPERSION.
Energy is motion.
The unstoppable force.
To the point where, originally, energy was moving so fast that it was "hyperlight".
And because of that, the energy could move straight through all mass completely unimpeded. Think about like... a physical force of movement... you can feel that. And likewise you can feel the pressure from sound waves. You can't feel light, it reflects, bounces right off and just keeps going. What happens when energy goes FASTER than light tho? Well, it's dragged back by mass and in turn creates HEAT!
The light bounces off an object... but the impact drags the speed of the light just slightly enough to create heat.
Mass is the immovable object.
So what happens when the unstoppable force meets the immovable object?
The fusion of energy and matter... from gravity all the way on up to heat to plasma to radiation to black holes to big bangs.
What if there is no big bang?
What if... galaxies are formed by hyperlight impacts. Supposedly at the center of every galaxy is a supermassive black hole... what if there's beams of energy moving so fast that they can literally tear a hole though a vacuum! Or they create random supernova like explosions.
Like... take a vacuum... now imagine shooting a beam of energy so fast through that vacuum that the faster than light movement LITERALLY creates matter from nothing!
So like... God wouldn't be a being of simply pure undiluted sentient energy, but energy moving faster than infinity! Energy moving so fast it can burn matter into existence from nothing... or so it seems at least because even the tiniest, most minuscule amount of hyperlight energy could easily be converted into all the mass in the known universe.
But still.... which came first... it could be that the universe, that all of reality is simply energy... energy moving so fast we can't see it and none of our scientific instruments can even detect it... so space, REAL space... might not actually be vacuum at all. It could be that a proverbial "bubble" of vacuum was anomalous to this reality... or maybe it was created somehow... or maybe you can think of a vacuum as having mass if you consider how many physical dimensions a particular vacuum might have... our known vacuum for example having 4 physical vectors... width, length, depth and size.
So maybe there's like random "pebbles" of vacuum spaces floating through this energy-verse and each one has different properties we're not even apparently aware of.
There could entire universes beyond our, that exist in vacuum space with RADICALLY different physics than our own!
But if they do exist... were they natural? Or did something create them?
See, this is the problem with any perception of "God" because there always exists POSSIBILITY for unimagined new forms of reality... that is, if a God exists beyond reality as we know it... and if we were created in their "image"... well they couldn't be "physical"... no, a God's image would be... like imagination.
Pure, undiluted, sentient imagination... imagination is created from energy moving faster than the speed of light... ours is cheaty tho... a biological imitation of the real thing.
Think about like... a CRT television... a beam of light moves super fast, from one point in space, to another, to another, to another... and, if you slowed time down enough... you wouldn't even see a picture on a the screen! You'd only see a single lighted pixel... or maybe even none! But... your perception is moving MUCH slower than the speed of light!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA... do you get it? Like... you're only sentient... because your perception is moving SUPER SLOW by comparison to the stuff MOVING IN YOUR BRAIN!
You do not think in "real time". Your perception of how fast or slow shit is really moving... is severely offset from the true nature of reality.
That's the really funny thing, you really are in a kind of "Matrix" if you will... just... not the one you were thinking of. ^__^
Still, it's "real" for you, in fact even more so when you consider that your perception of reality is unique to your soul... or is it?
Maybe it's just the proverbial lensing effect created from your uniquely patterned sensory data, created from your unique physiology... meaning... physiology, entirely, is what "makes the man"... meaning there's no "you" at all... or rather, your sense of self is created from the constant change in data.
You see, just like the beam of light creating a picture on a screen... your senses create pictures, they create fragments of ordered perception from patterns of energy... and then there's movement... just like a video... 60 frames in a second and you have human like perception. So, you see, your sense of self is created by "playing" perceptual data, one burst at a time. And you have roughly 60 bursts of perceptual data per second, which then creates a kind of engine that powers your, uh, well "you".
If perception is shut off... there's no more "you"... I mean, it could be turned back on and then you'd continue being you... like when you come out of anesthesia... but your existence... your "you"... your sense of self... it only exists within a finite perception of time.
That is, if an alien could watch you moving, at like 60 times the speed you normally move at... like watching an episode of an hour long TV show at high speed so you'd fly right through it in one minute... well... your behavior would be... nonsensical. Animal like. You would not seem sentient at all.
This is the problem with aliens... you think they all perceive shit at the same speed as you... they don't. So from their perspective... you're not even sentient.
Your sentience is not physical in nature, it's temporal. It only exists at a specific soulbeat if you will... if the physiological structures of your brain change in any way... then, so you change as well because the physical changes impact the proverbial "sound" of your soulbeat.
Ahhh... but then again... it's possible that sentience really does make a kind of "sound"... temporal sound... temporal vibration... we could be etched into something much greater than ourselves, but only if our souls can burn bright enough! That's the purpose of life... it's like buds trying to burst out into flowers... like, this state we're in is more of a larval one and when we die, we find that our soul still exists as a form of hyperlight... like the lower physical reality creates harmonic temporal energy patterns within the hyperlight energy, thus converting our form from physical to hyperlight... and, in that sense... you become the sentience of your entire personal existence perceived cyclically. That is, your perception of yourself in a higher dimensional reality... is the reverberation of your own life... so it's like... you can relive your entire perceptual existence... or any part of it... at first... but then, you learn how to use your imagination across your own perceptual timeline in order to actively alter your own timeline... because you get bored.
After you die... you... will... get... severely... bored! Even if you lived the most AMAZING life there is... you probably only got less than a 100 years of it and... that's that... you're just... stuck in it... reliving it! Granted you could relive yourself having an orgasm over and over and over and over... but trust me... eventually, you... get... bored! Especially because the experience never changes, you can "move" your "inside voice/perception" through your life, but you can only experience everything you ever experienced... just that one way you experienced it at the time.
This can create ethereal psychosis and you can go crazy... in effect, you create your own metaphysical hell... that's why you need to be careful how you live your life. If you live a life of sin... you're gonna be FUCKED in the next life! Seriously... SORT... YOUR... SHIT... OUT... NOW!
On the flip side... if you're an IMAGINATIVE type soul... you will have no problem at all very quickly learning how you can augment and expand your reality into... whatever crazy stupid shit you can come up with.
Tada, you're in heaven!
Oh but wait... is there something BEYOND that? Learning to "find yourself" within higher dimensional reality... as in... you learn to "feel" the metaphysical reality that exist beyond yours.
You can do that right now... I mean... you're on "training wheels" with that body, but uh... you ARE connected to your hyperlight-form... you see... that's what I'm doing right now... I'm using psychotropically augmented imagination to effectively "hack" my own soul, and in turn I can access hyper-light reality!
Sort of... it "moves"... uh... when when I try to "see" stuff it's like it comes through a proverbial paper shredder... so it's like trying to take all the shredded bits and putting them back together into a coherent form... but, like I mentioned before, that form of reality is moving faster than I can think as a human, so there's no real way around it.
