Brag About Getting Drunk/High

[Yuna is My Waifu]

TLDR

 

[SuperChongus]

TLDR

boomer gets stoned and writes his forgettable life story

 

[BiteySnek]

TLDR

Too much soy will make you low effort like that.

 

[BiteySnek]

boomer gets stoned and writes his forgettable life story

When you're a loser, life itself becomes forgettable. That's why your kind kills themselves. Low effort individuals aren't hard to read.

 

[SuperChongus]

When you're a loser, life itself becomes forgettable. That's why your kind kills themselves. Low effort individuals aren't hard to read.

i put in the effort to read your crap to tldr summary it so you should be proud
instead your own poor self-image gets in the way.

 

[BiteySnek]

i put in the effort to read your crap to tldr summary it so you should be proud
instead your own poor self-image gets in the way.

What poor self-image? My work is nothing short of God Level you manipulative mook!

In case it skipped you, Dribbles... I know you lie and I know you think reality works like fuckin peek-a-boo or some infantile shit.

You're sort of missing the point as always. It's like, how much perceptual disruption does it take and at what dose to best infect your cognition field with artificially augmented awareness?

It's like... retroreflective explosives. You don't even realize the work is affecting your cognition field... because you never thought to imagine... your subconscious is SMARTER than you are!

And even if "you" don't read my stuff... your brain still does... your subconscious still does... it won't try to kill you outright... usually.

Normally what it does is drive you with real subtle influences, randomly introducing addictive biases into your cognition field.

You see... that thing you call "addiction"... it's not... that's your subconscious trying to kill you.

Of course, now that you've read this... well, your subconscious knows that you know that its trying to kill you.

Oh, quick, pretend you can't read!

 

[santa is watching me]

I'm going to buck the trend here and brag about being sober for a second.

On Christmas, if I make it that far, I will have made it one month sober, save one beer on this past Saturday night.

I hope I never drink tequila again in my life. On the good weeks, since late April, I've been drinking about a 1/2 gallon of Don Julio Añejo a week. On the bad weeks, it was more like a gallon. A couple really bad weeks, it was a gallon and a half. That's pretty expensive.

I ended up dumping the majority of a half gallon out on November 25th, along with roughly $2k worth of "other stuff".

I've also gone "full sober" and haven't smoked weed or done anything else since that time as well. This streak probably is my longest in at least 20 years and probably more like 25 years or so. Yay me! Hopefully I continue this trend and don't fall back into my old ways.

That being said, I'm going to post a story here to refute something I heard recently.

One time I literally drank an entire bottle of vodka to prove people are faking not remembering or being in control when so called "blackout" drunk - Encyclopedia Dramatica Forums

Dont remember why it came up, but I was at a buddies house and I wanted to convince him people who claim to blackout drunk were just faking it. So I grabbed a fresh bottle of vodka and drank it. The entire fucking thing. I felt in control and remember all of it. I was 19, didnt drink, and had no...

forum.encyclopediadramatica.online

 

[Quence]

Yay me! Hopefully I continue this trend and don't fall back into my old ways.

What do you mean by "hopefully"?

That's what bothers me about druggies and drunks: they pretend that there's some entity other than themselves that's making them consume intoxicants. They rarely accept responsibility for their behaviour. And then they want a cheering section for doing something that's a no-brainer.

No one forced druggies and drunks to abuse intoxicants. They CHOSE to do it. They can CHOOSE to stop doing it. There's no such thing as "addiction". There are only choices to be made.

 

[SuperChongus]

What poor self-image? My work is nothing short of God Level you manipulative mook!

In case it skipped you, Dribbles... I know you lie and I know you think reality works like fuckin peek-a-boo or some infantile shit.

You're sort of missing the point as always. It's like, how much perceptual disruption does it take and at what dose to best infect your cognition field with artificially augmented awareness?

It's like... retroreflective explosives. You don't even realize the work is affecting your cognition field... because you never thought to imagine... your subconscious is SMARTER than you are!

And even if "you" don't read my stuff... your brain still does... your subconscious still does... it won't try to kill you outright... usually.

Normally what it does is drive you with real subtle influences, randomly introducing addictive biases into your cognition field.

You see... that thing you call "addiction"... it's not... that's your subconscious trying to kill you.

Of course, now that you've read this... well, your subconscious knows that you know that its trying to kill you.

Oh, quick, pretend you can't read!

the only thing my subconcious is wanting dead
is you, onideus, and that you, onideus, should kill yourself

 

[ibxtoycat]

I don't do meth

 

[santa is watching me]

What do you mean by "hopefully"?

That's what bothers me about druggies and drunks: they pretend that there's some entity other than themselves that's making them consume intoxicants. They rarely accept responsibility for their behaviour. And then they want a cheering section for doing something that's a no-brainer.

No one forced druggies and drunks to abuse intoxicants. They CHOSE to do it. They can CHOOSE to stop doing it. There's no such thing as "addiction". There are only choices to be made.

Well, I started drinking hardcore because people were stalking the shit out of me IRL and someone broke into the cabin I go to in the story linked in the post above. It was either that or kill myself because of the panic. I chose to kill myself more slowly and try to bare the fact that random people were invading my life. Then, my father died and I went out of control. Right now, I'm choosing to try to right the ship.

Does that answer your question?

 

[Quence]

Well, I started drinking hardcore because people were stalking the shit out of me IRL and someone broke into the cabin I go to in the story linked in the post above. It was either that or kill myself because of the panic. I chose to kill myself more slowly and try to bare the fact that random people were invading my life. Then, my father died and I went out of control. Right now, I'm choosing to try to right the ship.

Does that answer your question?

Yes, you CHOSE to abuse the toxin known as alcohol. No one forced you to do it. Blaming it on panic is just a way to excuse the behaviour.

You can CHOOSE to stop consuming the poison immediately. Full Stop.

 

[minty]

Well, I started drinking hardcore because people were stalking the shit out of me IRL and someone broke into the cabin I go to in the story linked in the post above. It was either that or kill myself because of the panic. I chose to kill myself more slowly and try to bare the fact that random people were invading my life. Then, my father died and I went out of control. Right now, I'm choosing to try to right the ship.

Does that answer your question?

i believe in your ability to remain sober. santa is watching you, after all

 

[BiteySnek]

Well, I started drinking hardcore because people were stalking the shit out of me IRL and someone broke into the cabin I go to in the story linked in the post above. It was either that or kill myself because of the panic. I chose to kill myself more slowly and try to bare the fact that random people were invading my life. Then, my father died and I went out of control. Right now, I'm choosing to try to right the ship.

Does that answer your question?

*takes a toke at this*

It's people like you. The people who were "stalking the shit out of you IRL"... they were just alternate versions of you.

Not you specifically, but your particular broken mindset.

Most of them were probably drunk.

Drunken stalkers who think they're stalking their stalkers who then wind up creating more drunken stalkers.

Paranoia is as contagious as a smile!

 

[The_Dude]

My liver hurts and im only 21

 

[BiteySnek]

My liver hurts and im only 21

Here I wrote an even better version of what I wrote before, but this time I riffed off your soft suicidal ideations...

Matthew Moulton on Gab: '*tokes on into the evening* Let's plug this into…'

Matthew Moulton on Gab: '*tokes on into the evening* Let's plug this into my emotional cortex: https://youtu.be/kcSeTPWJmsA Let's learn some shit with Krysti's help! *a wild Krysti breaks the 4th wall* "I can read that!" Yes, obviously. *Krysti stares* Stop that! Do something clever...

gab.com

 

[Yuna is My Waifu]

Yes, you CHOSE to abuse the toxin known as alcohol. No one forced you to do it. Blaming it on panic is just a way to excuse the behaviour.

You can CHOOSE to stop consuming the poison immediately. Full Stop.

I consume alcohol every day after i get home from work. It's the only thing that brings me joy. What do you have to say about that? Also i don't eat vegetables.

 

[Quence]

I consume alcohol every day after i get home from work. It's the only thing that brings me joy. What do you have to say about that? Also i don't eat vegetables.

Alcohol does not bring you true joy. It simply helps to mask some of the pain you’re feeling. It depresses your nervous system. And it ends up making you feel even worse over time.

Eat vegetables.

 

[The_Dude]

Here I wrote an even better version of what I wrote before, but this time I riffed off your soft suicidal ideations...

Matthew Moulton on Gab: '*tokes on into the evening* Let's plug this into…'

Matthew Moulton on Gab: '*tokes on into the evening* Let's plug this into my emotional cortex: https://youtu.be/kcSeTPWJmsA Let's learn some shit with Krysti's help! *a wild Krysti breaks the 4th wall* "I can read that!" Yes, obviously. *Krysti stares* Stop that! Do something clever...

gab.com

huh?

 

[BiteySnek]

huh?

If your liver already hurts when you're 21... you should probably stop drinking... unless slow suicide is what you're aiming for.

 

[BiteySnek]

the only thing my subconcious is wanting dead
is you, onideus, and that you, onideus, should kill yourself

I'm immortal, so that obviously doesn't make any sense.

Must be projection.

 

[SuperChongus]

I'm immortal, so that obviously doesn't make any sense.

Must be projection.

Not when your dumpster looks like this

 

[Illuminati 2.0]

Not when your dumpster looks like this
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I saw a hypodermic needle on the street once with a cap so I just picked it up and threw it in a nearby trash bin. I'm sure they are more common in the rougher parts of the city.

 

[Quence]

I saw a hypodermic needle on the street once with a cap so I just picked it up and threw it in a nearby trash bin. I'm sure they are more common in the rougher parts of the city.

 

[Illuminati 2.0]

what are you even doing in this thread

 

[BiteySnek]

Not when your dumpster looks like this
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I think that's actually a fire barrel... in what squalor does that pass for a dumpster?

 

[SuperChongus]

I think that's actually a fire barrel... in what squalor does that pass for a dumpster?

yours

 

[santa is watching me]

Yes, you CHOSE to abuse the toxin known as alcohol. No one forced you to do it. Blaming it on panic is just a way to excuse the behaviour.

You can CHOOSE to stop consuming the poison immediately. Full Stop.

It's early on in the process. At first, I felt like drinking every time I felt bad. I'm lucky that I never had any physical symptoms from quitting alcohol. I definitely had physical symptoms from stopping weed after smoking non-stop for over 10 years, but make that more like 17 years straight with a year off for bad behavior.

Now, I genuinely don't feel like drinking, which is awesome. When I get into a shit mood, I just stop posting and go to sleep early. I will never claim that I didn't have control over anything I did or anything that I wrote. Even when I was blasted out of my mind on hardcore drugs or drunk beyond belief (as long as it wasn't blackout drunk), I had control over everything I thought and did.

*takes a toke at this*

It's people like you. The people who were "stalking the shit out of you IRL"... they were just alternate versions of you.

Not you specifically, but your particular broken mindset.

Most of them were probably drunk.

Drunken stalkers who think they're stalking their stalkers who then wind up creating more drunken stalkers.

Paranoia is as contagious as a smile!

This is probably actually pretty true. Although, I would disagree with the "alternate versions of me" phrase. I've never taken things out of the realm of the internet. I definitely don't agree with the MCI friends and family plan. I don't agree with anyone literally breaking the law on other people to make them panic. I am permanently taking Seroquel now because it destroys panic and anxiety for the most part. I'm no longer scared of anyone, which is cool. No longer looking over my shoulder constantly.

I'm guessing at least some of them weren't doing it of their own volition. I have a bunch of this written down now. I hope my writing is at least kind of interesting.

A lot of people think they are being a lot more clever than they really are. Sometimes, they are obvious as fuck when they think they are slipping something past you. Sometimes, I guess that is the point of it; to be obvious as fuck about it.

As far as the stalking thing, I'm only a stalker in the sense that I'm trying to find someone slip up and say something that completely gives them away to me.

But, this is the Christmas season. I'm in a good mood right now. I'm trying to be more friendly now that I'm not drunkenly going through life. I'm no longer trying to sterilize my brain anymore with ketamine either. Some of this shit I've had to write down because it is a form of cathartic release and a way to deal with my emotions and feelings instead of stuffing them inside of myself and hiding in the corner for the rest of my life.

 

[Sleepy]

I saw a hypodermic needle on the street once with a cap so I just picked it up

you are actually fucking retarded

 

[Registered]

what are you even doing in this thread

he is keeping up his troll persona